Another morning - after a night of thinking (in my sleep, my light sleep...) and there are still not many answers to some of the terrifying questions that linger around my head...
Maybe I'll never get the answers or even better (why did the word 'better' come out 1st??) maybe I'll never get the RIGHT answers... Or maybe there is only one type of answer - THE answer!
Whatever it is, it's still not around...I'll keep trying.
I feel tired - maybe I can even say that I feel exhausted...I don't want to admit it mainly because there are people around me and everywhere that have much more serious problems in their hands and I don't want these lines to be an entry to the famous world competition "Poor me, I'm the most miserable person in the world" - mainly because the way I am, I would get in the competition TO WIN IT!!!
But I do feel a lot of strange this happening inside me - and there's just a bit too much at the moment...I'm afraid that because of this state of mind or phase that I'm going trough I will be (even) more prone to make a big mess of everything nice that has happened lately in my life.
I suppose this is a reminder - these lines will be the "I told you so" of the future if I manage to destroy my path...
The one thing that I will not accept is that it is my fate...I prefer to be the one in charge of my own fate - I'll make it my destiny to be in control of my life!
Oh, because remember: "he who forgets, will be destined to remember..."
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